Sunday October 30

I don't really get the whole "Halloween" fever. Christians or not everyone is nuts about it. It is a great business all around the world. Does it teach something useful? Aaahmmm not as far as i know; all the contrary. The kids are exposed to different "monsters", "witches", or "zombies" and then parents pay thousands of $ to psychologists to help their child get over nightmares and so on.
Anyways today was great for me. I had the chance to meet and chat with some of my best friends and for that i am grateful and happy :D
I'm just sorry for those who think that playing with demons is harmless. I think not. You can't set a fire in the middle of the house and then expect it not to burn down the entire estate.
Be smart and choose wisely what you will practice 'cause you are what you do!

The "She"

Early morning She wakes up...same room ,same bed ,same everything and yet something feels different...Could it be the light?Maybe the silence...Keeps on watching and studying everything arround...Yes She's in her room but somehow everything feels strange...no cozy feeling,seems like nothing there belongs to her,seems She is just an outsider in her own room,in her own private space,in her own body, in her own life and She needs to escape ...but how?...She takes a look in the mirror...same face,same wrinkles,everything seems to be the same but yet ...different eyes..big brown eyes show up inquiringly.She does not recognise herself anymore.She feels shackled in this tiny space...to small for her dreams ,for her wishes and aspirations...what can one do when findes himself in such a situation ? A voice kept telling her "Face your reality"...but She didn't just want to accept and subdue to a reality...She may not be a warrior ,but sure as hell She is a determined person who wants and will fight for herself...She can't just "go with the flow"...She wants to set the course of her own life no matter how insane that might seem...She wont keep quiet meanwhile time elapses and not in her favour.
She can and will be who She wants to be and nothing can stop her from achiveing her goals...and that is what's all about ...The "She"..can be you as well as me...